I had always imagined how this would feel. I have always wanted to be a mom. I knew that back when I was in grade school. What I didn't know and couldn't have even gotten close to imagining is how it would really feel. I have never been so overwhelmed in my life. Overwhelmed with love, exhaustion, joy, frustration. I had no idea. And there is no way I would have grasped it from others telling me. I had to learn and experience it for myself. Also watching Adam with him. Watching them interact, and learn this parent/child relationship, is amazing. Watching Adam falling in love with his son, just melts my heart.
My world is all about these boys. I don't need anything else in this life but them. They make my life whole and I hope I can always remember that they are what is important. They are what makes me happy.
Ok- enough reflecting. All this mushy stuff is good and all but sleep is good too.
